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man i am trying so hard to get my stuff out there, but i feel like i hold back at the last second. it's so ffffreaking hard to just... talk to people. even on the internet! this is retarded! i kind of know what i should be doing, but i don't really want to do it. i want someone else to do it for me. :C
i want to draw, not market my art. and i -really- don't want to fucking hear people say 'oh well blah thats part of being an artist is marketing yourself' well, if that's all there is to being considered a good well known artist, then i'm the shittiest one ever. i want to spend my time drawing and painting and making my comics, not commenting on forums and giving out business cards and email spams and twittering and posting shit on fA and dA. even though i do kind of enjoy those last three. eugh.
i'm just nervous about having enough money to put towards the security deposit once we decide on an apartment. i really hope we go for one that is $750 because if we go for something that's $850 a month i don't think i'm going to have it in time. :C or i will, just -barely-, but i won't be able to get anything for dan for his birthday, and that's just sad.
i have more stuff i can post on ebay, i think. things that i forgot i had, or things that i bought and really like but can't fit into and/or never use and are just taking up space. i remember with horror the length of time it took for me to sort out all the shit from my move last year. even though, yeah, it was way worse because it was pretty much cleaning out the dumping place where i put all my useless crap all through college. still, the less i have to pack, the better. i still have so much stuff that i don't really need and don't use.
blah i dunno. go tell your friends that i'm selling stuff. TWITTER IT dlkjfas http://www.etsy.com/shop/mitsene
i want to draw, not market my art. and i -really- don't want to fucking hear people say 'oh well blah thats part of being an artist is marketing yourself' well, if that's all there is to being considered a good well known artist, then i'm the shittiest one ever. i want to spend my time drawing and painting and making my comics, not commenting on forums and giving out business cards and email spams and twittering and posting shit on fA and dA. even though i do kind of enjoy those last three. eugh.
i'm just nervous about having enough money to put towards the security deposit once we decide on an apartment. i really hope we go for one that is $750 because if we go for something that's $850 a month i don't think i'm going to have it in time. :C or i will, just -barely-, but i won't be able to get anything for dan for his birthday, and that's just sad.
i have more stuff i can post on ebay, i think. things that i forgot i had, or things that i bought and really like but can't fit into and/or never use and are just taking up space. i remember with horror the length of time it took for me to sort out all the shit from my move last year. even though, yeah, it was way worse because it was pretty much cleaning out the dumping place where i put all my useless crap all through college. still, the less i have to pack, the better. i still have so much stuff that i don't really need and don't use.
blah i dunno. go tell your friends that i'm selling stuff. TWITTER IT dlkjfas http://www.etsy.com/shop/mitsene
