A simple excuse

amy tiger is up on drunk duck now! CLICK. i updated the latest page today. i only did one page last month. that is LAME. i mean i was swamped with work and moving and whatever else, but still.
i wish i could have gotten it hosted on my OWN site, but every time i try to set up some mySQL or php script crap, it gets fucked up by godaddy or my own ignorance of what the fuck i'm doing and it doesn't work. :[ OH well. it gets more exposure on a hosted site anyway, so i guess it's good.

i REALLY wish i could get this sphynx comic story put together. it'll be drawn simpler so hopefully put together faster, but i wish i knew what to write! augh!

MASSIVE tag crap-for-sale post!

please parooze, comment if you find something you like. prices are negotiable. the point of this is to get this stuff OUT of my room, so if you'd like me to knock off a couple bucks, say so. however, i'd still like to make a bit of a profit, as well as cover shipping prices. default shipping is $5, if it seems as if i could send it out for less or if it will need more, i will let you know.
if anything isn't bought, it'll be up on ebay/amazon by next weekish.

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( books )


( furry artwork )


( other stuff )

ahhh!!

holyshitihaveaCARRRR!!! ahhhhAHHHHH

this is MINDBOGGLING. this car also makes me drive like a crazy person. LOVE IT

post in comment and answer! whoever gets the most points gets... a christmas/holiday themed icon or doodle or two 8] don't be afraid to guess, haha.

(1 Points) What's my first name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(2 Points) Where do I live:
(2 Points) What color are my eyes:
(3 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of:
(4 Points) Describe my taste in the opposite and/or same sex:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink/What do I drink:
(2 Points, +1 point for each name) How many siblings do I have:
(2 Points, +1 point for each name) How many pets do I have:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(3 Points) Who is/are my favorite person/people:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(3 Points) What do I eat on pizza:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(3 Points) Name someone I hate:
(5 Points) What are my parents' names:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(5 Points) What are my vices:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

i wanna see who actually reads this journal, heh.

PS. for the seventh question, 'where did we meet', i'll take either where i met the commenter, or where i met the answer to the sixth question [the one before it].

http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5iDXtETwP7G17BQsO07DecwxuziLgD94O1UD01

You see? this is the kind of stupid bullshit, the kind of mindless, soulless horror of a culture we've been brainwashed into. Getting shit from walmart at 5am is somehow more important than the life of an individual, or the wellbeing of others. What kind of mob mentality are we at, at all points in our lives? The ceaseless beating of the capatilist drum, "Buy. Shit. Buy. Shit. Buy. Shit." Consume consume consume as much as you possibly can at the cheapest you possibly can as often as you possibly can.
We keep consuming as if it fills a void inside us, totally convinced that if we get just that one more thing, that one more gadget or car or somewhat valuable object, we are somehow one step closer to being 'whole'. There is no wholeness in that direction, only more vapidity, as we forget those around us, as we multiply to the point where our neighbors are anonymous and a man crushed under a door at the whim of a mob somehow seems like a reasonable sacrifice for us and our dysfunctional, unhappy families. Even when we are aware what we are buying is made by kids in sweatshops on the other side of the planet, even when we are aware that our pointless cycle of buy-a-new-one-every-year adds more to the ecological garbage heap that'll be our planet in a few centuries, we still do it. Why?? Why the fuck did you go out today? How much did you really need that shit?
But, we don't see a way out. This is what we have been doing and it's what we've been taught to do, and it's much easier to buy and throw away than to look inside ourselves and find out what's really making us unhappy, or (god forbid) contemplate any other method of living.
If you so goddamn dearly want to part with your money, give to a charity. If you so dearly want to get up at 5am for any reason at all, volunteer instead.

Every year it seems like I could be filled more, happily, with the holiday spirit, and yet each year it seems like there's more and more reasons for me to be a fucking grinch. I have no other reason other than family and/or loved ones to celebrate the holiday of a religion whose symbols meaning's have been forgotten, a religion where the actual kind, helpful people who participate are swallowed underneath the loud, bigoted, consuming zealots. I have no reason to be part of a cultural phenomenon where if you don't buy something for everyone who you love, then you have somehow disproved you loved them in the first place.
There is something terribly off about a culture that causes some of its participants to want to reject it entirely. On the most basic level of human sociality, it is common culture which keeps people, families, clans and nations together; like food and shelter, we have to have a common culture and language in order to not feel (or be) absolutely alone. For me to spend my whole life rejecting the basic culture I was born into, there must be something terribly, terribly morally wrong with either it, or me. And seeing as I haven't yet shot up a college or shopping mall, I don't think it's me....

Made a new blog for food/noodles: http://noodlesaredelicious.blogspot.com/

feel free to post any pasta/noodle related recipes! or any awesome recipes in general. even though I'm a vegetarian/pescetarian, i can usually translate stuff involving meat into vegetarian/pescetarian versions.