on where i'm really going.

[mitsene]

too many dreams, unrealistic, wafting. none if it is real, none of it is true. most of it feels wrong, makes me have anxiety, makes me doubt myself. i can do so many things, true. we all can. but right now, i have to focus. have to work to make my own dream come true. i am me, my art is mine, i am doing what i'm doing and it's this one singular thing. no more envy, no more doubting, no more indecisions or flightiness, leaping from one potential life route to another. that's stressful - and untrue to myself. just stop. think. really? you really want this?

• improve


• list, market, sell


• travel, connect, sell


• practice, practice, practice

someday i'll make it on my own. i don't need that much. i don't, i don't, i don't. i can do this.