i am so tired

[mitsene]

thinking again about all the stuff i owe people. i hate it, i work full time i want time for my own fucking projects. 

buzzing behind my eyes. i want a break. what am i thinking about.

i'm afraid i might die before this thing gets finished. what if i get in an accident? i'm also afraid of taking too long to do the script, but at the same time i want to get the story right if i'm going to be spending a while drawing it out. 

i'm afraid of being too tropy. but i'm not clever enough to avoid tropes. 

is my writing as bad as my art? just kind of eh? maybe good enough? 

blah. why am i worrying about this shit. it doesn't matter. what matters is making it.